⭒❃.✮ miscellaneous stuff ✿ཻུ۪۪.♡

playlists, projects, really good thoughts or poems, I'll drop them here. have fun looking around, PEACE and SWAG

Here is a form I made, that you can fill in about your orignal characters! it's mainly meant for you to get to know your ocs better and I'm sure I'll have fun reading it :D
Link to the form!
October 2025's song & lyrics
Metal newt - Iglooghost
In the night, cuts where they bite / Hammer to the spine, body through a spike / Down the stairs in my mind, there's a cellar door / 20 steps, take a right, then it's 20 more / Take the bricks out the room inside the bottom floor / And then I check in on my twin I hid between the walls
"beans in tomato sauce tasty as fuck"

~21/11/2025
November 2025's song & lyrics
Things to do - Alex G
Hold on tight to this time, this place / 'Cause everything you know will be erased / You were born inside your head / And that is where you'll be when you are dead / You are just a boy, you are no man and / Nobody you know will understand / You are just a boy, you are no man and / Nobody you know will understand
Snowy playlist
In true winter fashion. Made it a few years (!) ago during bad episode but I feel like it slapsss. It's also one of my more well-known mixes. I even dowloaded it onto my mp3 player. It's EDM, DnB, breakcore.

some incredibly snowy things! - rory in early 20s
why as soon as we become so close, we have to say goodbye? - lolipusher
Angelic - Nihigo (ft. nunashi)
KYOTO - skaluh
love life all the time - no listen just post on soundcloud
7LANE - METAROOM
Hermetic Pillar - METAROOM
ash - 633397
entering a world with no problems and no quality! - rory in early 20s
what makes you feel! - rory in early 20s
I just want to be your friend... - hkmori
wake up, kms, wake up, kms, wake up, kms - hkmori
time - 633397
it's okay, you're okay - Bonjr (drum cover by Karl Fagerstrom)
Where is Lain - Tsury
something is lost - KoçitSkoria
tottotoototootototo - rory in early 20s (I'm top comment here)
i miss c148 - brain tumor
Goldfich - Chime
Untrust Us - Crystal Castles
currently working on the Chaya page, and this page. it's going well, just having trouble with like. tables. even though I love tables. And for the Chaya page currently I just need more art. working on it...

written 27/11/2025
"Signs and symbols. Jacques Derrida help me I'm getting mad asf"

-> Derrida outlined the difference betwee signs (a factual thing) and symbols (what he humans call the thingm and how we interpret what we call it) and I feel like some days I feel exactly, very closely what the link between a sign and a symbol is, (on those days I write poems but some days the two seem so far removed from eachother. And the words I use have so many layers behind them that I can't communicate and no one who listens to me can recognize. Often I feel like words have more meaning than we consciously attribute to them. Maybe I'm also a little neurotic. That's okay.

~21/11/2025, added the other writing 30-11-2025
December 2025 song & lyrics
BIG SHOT - TOBY FOX
Think it's coming for me, answer the phone / I can't explain until you're all alone / It pulls the strings and makes them ring / Until your heart gets BIG SHOT!
Currently working on the Noemi page. when I'm done it will be cool I'm sure but my coding is already getting rusty and the google search function keeps getting worse and worse and that costs time and energy. Well, maybe that's what I get for refusing to use AI. Onwards we stumble. Anyway, don't look at it too much until I'm done. Peace.

written 26/01/2026
January 2026 song & lyrics
Song: Bloodeater - mom (Devi McCallion)
It feels like I'm underwater / Not content to do whatever / I hate every little choice I've made, so / I've got no choice but / To keep moving forwards / I hope one day life will be better / Climb a ladder made of my sweat and / Blood, but the bloodeater hungers / Everything just keeps getting harder!