⭒❃.✮ miscellaneous stuff ✿ཻུ۪۪.♡

playlists, projects, really good thoughts, I'll drop them here. have fun looking around, PEACE and SWAG

Here is a form I made that you can fill in about your orignal characters! it's mainly meant for you to get to know your ocs better and I'm sure I'll have fun reading it :D

Link to the form!

edited 26-8-2026
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One of my roman empires... signs versus symbols...

Derrida outlined the difference between signs (a factual thing as it is, as we witness it) and symbols, (what we as humans have named the thing, and how we in turn interpret this denomination).

Some days I feel the connection between a sign and symbol very closely. On those days I say exactly what I feel, I write poems and stuff. Other days however I feel so far removed from symbols, as if what I'm trying to communicate cannot be told through language. Those days I feel a little lonelier. But it's still so interesting to think about; the gap between sign and symbol is worth investigating. How far can we push a symbol before it represents something else? Maybe even nothing at all? Maybe I could make some new symbols...
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playlist time!!! songs that verbalize a few specific feelings I can't really word otherwise... songs that are like poems to me.

▶ Hitchcock - Yorushika
▶ you wrote don't forget on your arm - flatsound (♡)
▶ prism - monty.pk
▶ Black Out Days - Phantogram
▶ Psyche Luger - harufuri (♡)
▶ the same things keep happening to me, even in my dreams - american pleasure club
▶ Pad Thai - Jack Stauber (I LOVE JACK STAUBER)
▶ Are we still friends - Tyler the Creator
▶ Spit - Princess Nokia, SHOW ME THE BODY
▶ Martinez' crybaby album (listen but don't support, this album raised me but I want justice for the victims)

If I stopped speaking now, I don't think I would ever speak again. So I have to keep trying to find the right words. If I don't, my voice will be lost 4ever...
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November 2025's song & lyrics
Things to do - Alex G


Hold on tight to this time, this place
'Cause everything you know will be erased
You were born inside your head
And that is where you'll be when you are dead
You are just a boy, you are no man and
Nobody you know will understand
You are just a boy, you are no man and
Nobody you know will understand
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January 2026 song & lyrics
Bloodeater - Devi McCallion (band: mom)


Not content to do whatever
I hate every little choice I've made, so
I've got no choice but
To keep moving forwards
I hope one day life will be better
Climb a ladder made of my sweat and
Blood, but the bloodeater hungers
Everything just keeps getting harder (!)
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September 2026's song & lyrics
Flash in the Pan - Jane Remover


I like his voice and the way he thinks about me
Then I go to sleep and wake up cryingggg

I'm on stage and he's thinkin' 'bout other girls in front of me
I can see it in his eyes, you don't have to lie to me
He has the whole world and then some in the palm of his hand, I'm jealous
I'm trashy for a bitch with no credentials

P-pretty boy said I was just a flash in the pan
I could take her flow if I can't take her man
I know how bad you wanna scream my name
They must be buggin' if they don't know who I am
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LET ME PUT YOU ON SOME WINTER BREAK AND JUNGLE

▶ some incredibly snowy things! - rory in early 20s
▶ why as soon as we become so close, we have to say goodbye? - lolipusher
▶ Angelic - Nihigo (ft. nunashi)
▶ KYOTO - skaluh
▶ love life all the time - no listen just post on soundcloud
▶ 7LANE + Hermetic Pillar - METAROOM
▶ ash + time - 633397
▶ entering a world with no problems and no quality! + what makes you feel! - rory in early 20s
▶ wake up, kms, wake up, kms, wake up, kms - hkmori
▶ it's okay, you're okay - Bonjr (drum cover by Karl Fagerstrom)
▶ Where is Lain - Tsury
▶ something is lost - KoçitSkoria
▶ i miss c148 - brain tumor
▶ Goldfich - Chime
▶ happy brain - watering
▶ all of the "crystal forest" mix by Lexycat ♡

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I memorized the poem Ships by Tomaž Šalamun (translated in English together with Brian Henry)

It has a motif in poems and music or a trope that I really love where a character or person goes through bad stuff and just. keeps going. The poem goes "if bees rushed into my face / I would scratch at them with my hands and would see / again."
The same thing happens in the book Slaughterhouse Five by Kurt Vonnegut, where the protagonist Billy Pilgrim phases in and out of his memories of war, being abducted by aliens and his after-war life. His detachment from whatever happens around him at any time (supposedly because he keeps jumping through "time windows") gets broken once towards the end of the book. Another character, Trout, witnesses Billy as he, for a moment, wakes up. He describes Billy looking like a dog standing atop a mirror, suddenly realizing there's nothing under him.
"That's how you looked - as though you all of a sudden realized you were standing on thin air."

I'm sure my infatuation with this trope doesn't say anything about me as a person at all. Ha ha. Anyhow; GO READ SLAUGHTERHOUSE FIVE NOW NOW NOW IT'S A GOOD BOOK
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Advice for undead people

What did you feel like when you woke up today? Did you feel like getting up? Was your head heavier than the rest of your body? And when you went outside, did you feel like the people around you could see you? Did they hear the words you said, did they understand you?

If you've been experiencing issues that indicate undeath, make sure to check with a doctor first. But the waiting times for a proper diagnosis can be long, as there's been an increase in undead persons since the pandemic. Whether you get a diagnosis or not, here's some tips for dealing with the symptoms.
  • Listen to music when getting up in the morning.
  • Avoid mirrors.
  • Pick up creative hobbies.
  • Shower at least 3 times a week.
  • Don't mention your state of undeath to others.
  • Learn breathing techniques like box breathing.
  • Get at least 7.5 hours of sleep every night, and eat well.
  • Take walks to combat the sense of unrest.
  • Look at the moon whenever you can.
  • Don't wander off when no one knows where you're going. Or do.
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